Cant believe its only been that long

Hmm.. as it is starting to get to the middle of the week, im starting to miss Milton Keynes and everyone.
I put this brave face on but deep down this is all so emotionally draining.
I feel like i should be settled in by now.. but im really not, and each day is sorta getting harder.
I keep thinking, oh i will be going home soon... but i wont be, and even when i do i wont be there permanently.
Starting to realise i have left my life behind.. and now having to start this new one. :(
It should be exciting.. but its not.. not right now.
Hmm... Hoping this will get better...