Tuesday 31 August 2010

Yay :D

So i am typing this from my brand new laptop :D:D 
Actually sooo happy right now because of it :) 


Though starting to get bit disappointed that i only have one follower right now =/ As much as i love Chanita, just her following me isnt that good!!!
Bit of a bummer really..!!


I think people should follow me even if they dont like my blogs?? :) It would be very well appreciated!

Monday 30 August 2010

29th August 2010 The out of the blue day!

29th August one of the best days of 2010 :)




So the morning started of the same as it has done for the past week, feeling horrible, stomach ache and headache. But as i have given in, i have started to take medication to help. So after that kicked in everything felt alot lighter and better :D


(Now i best give you lot some back ground knowledge before i get into the next random event:
Well there's this guy (not mentioning names) and i have known him since i was 11 years old, and we were incredibly close, and met up a few times and was so in love with him, but a year and half ago we had a fall out and hadn't spoken since.)


So yeah a while later i started to watch this film "Finding neverland" which is a good film!! and i got a text.. I thought oh this must be Chanita.... but no, NO!! it was the guy who i hadn't spoken to for a year and a half!! I was taken a back!! And we have made up and are friends again now :D So that made me pretty happy :) Then bit later i had Chinese for dinner.... thought id add that in there BANG! :) After dinner, my best friend Ryan came round and we spoke about going to Nottingham on Wednesday... ROAD TRIP :D Then i got ready and me and Chanita went to the Open mic night at the Sno!Bar


Open mic night was sooo good, was such a chilled out night, me and Chanita were all adult like and stood there with our Malibu and coke and then our VK. Listing to random bands, some of them where craaaazy... there was this transvestite (is that what there called? :S) And she/he couldn't really play and sing at the same time but it was amazing because she/he did coldplay covers and everyone just sung was good fun :) Then social resin a band me and Chanita had discovered months back played and they played our frav song Groundhog day <3 LOVE!! Then it was time! for the main act!! the one we had come for! ROCKY NTI!! it was soooo CROWDED!!! at that point in moment, people just appeared!! even though alot of things went wrong for rocky bless him, he was amazing :) as usual :) Then after me and Chanita went to Loylds and Groove, was sooo random because we had just planned to go home after, and totally wasn't dressed for the occasion. 


Was such a good day and evening :) and there shall be more to come!!! :D







Saturday 28 August 2010

Music

MUSIC


Music is just the most amazing thing ever!
I have such an un-natural passion for it, it feels as though my whole body just gets taken over and as if it is glowing O-O
Its just everywhere, theres never silence, theres always a noise and its exteremly beautiful. 
Anyone can create music, anyone can make a noise, wherever there deaf, blind, no arms, no voice they can make noise, its such a universal language that its amazing.
When ever im feeling down it just takes me right back up 
Music is the most amazing thing that has ever been created, and words can never describe its vibe. Its just a big colourful rainbow. It creates so many pictures, so many colours, so many emotions and vital to memories. 
I honestly am extremely grateful that i have the means to be able to hear the beauty of any sort of sound and take it in and appreciate the taste of it. It would be so amazing if people who are deaf are met with the means so they can hear such beauty that a person who can hear, hears.

Friday 27 August 2010

Moving

So i have 24 days left of living in Milton Keynes and then it s off to Derby for uni for three years! 


Its strange knowing that in about 2 weeks and a few days i will actually be starting my life! 
No more living under mum and dad rules! Makes you think back to those childhood days of playing out with your friends, coming home late, arguing with your parents, and hating school. 


Its weird to know that all my friends are going to be moving across the country! In a way i will miss them the most, not because i hate my family... but because i know they will be in the same place, unlike the friends ive made over the years who will be all over the place! 


In a way im extremely excitied about going, uno living by yourself, shopping yourself, just being completeley independent but then on the other hand, what if you run out of money? or become ill? Quite scary stuff, it really is :S


Anyway this will do for now... considering my only follower right now is Chanita there isnt really much to blog about, otherwise im just talking to myself!!!     and thats not cool :B

Wednesday 25 August 2010

So glad i have found this site! :)

So yeah ive uploaded a few blogs, there all from my myspace page so there pretty old, but now they have been uploaded on here, i can start blogging update stuff :)

So right now im down with the flu and have been for 3 days now! which sucks a tad, but also gives me a good reason to sit in my pjs all day with my covers watching tv and playing video games :)

Oh ha! i have been typing on the "Edit HTML" bit, just switched onto the "Compose" oooo i can change things!
BIG FONT :D


So yeah i have like ear aches in BOTH ears!! i didnt know that could happen! but it can, so i have come to the conclusion i have the flu.. =/ 
Anyway yeah ive not got much to say right now! but i shall deff be blogging very soon :)
Untill then! 

Airkixs with Chanita and moi

LMAO!! this is worth blogging about because it was SO FUNNY!!! im laughing now just thinking about what im about to type!!

Was walking chanita home because she didnt know how to get there! And was walking across the bridge and it was gail force winds!! it was MENTAL!! and Chanitas jacket poofed up and so did mine, and we both looked at each other laughed and pretended to fly, and then we started whilst these gail force winds were happening to imagine what it would be like to go and fly at Airkixs (which hopfully we will get to do in a years time) and this is what we came up with:

That we would look so attractive with the air blowing our faces out of portion, and if Chanita got a fit instructor (she knows who im talking about) then she would always have her head down and if not she will be like trying to chat them up with her face flapping everywhere LMAO!! (and she did the movements) and then when i was in there and there was a fit guy doing the pressure i wouldnt be able to turn myself that way or if so i would have to put my hands over my face and then would get moaned at for doing so!

Second thing we came up with:

If we were to heavy and the fit people were there (instructor and pressure and such...) were watching and that we just kept near the bottom and couldnt get up and its like "turn the pressure up" and the guy would be like "the pressure is full" and we would have been all like damn knew we should have dieted b4 hand!!

Third thing we came up with:

That we actually flew right to the top and couldnt get back down, and the pressure got turned down a bit and we just flung to the bottom and bounced!!

Last main serniro we came up with was:

That we couldnt get out the door and would get prober stuck, and have to be pushed out of it!! or if you just flew out and spank right on your face.!!LMAO

We also had a big laugh about having toys on our heads, Chanita's hair going afro, Our eyes drying up, The fit instructor touching Chanita, and our hair messing up!!

LMAO!! FUNNY!! was more funny that it sounds! you have to be there really tbh!!

Cant wait till next year Channi BAN!!

=P

Yet another adventure with Chanita :D

hello!! Yes another sleepover at Chanitas it was!! hehe! 20th June! 09!
Met up city with her was a bit late per usual hehe :) oppsy! :P Then went shopping and we got polo shirts cuz we are sooooo cool! lmao and we had buger king and then we both got some ice cream thing which was MANKY from millies!! then at about half 3 got bus to Chanitas and then went on the pc for a bit and then we went for some INTENSE trainng!! My body is still aching so much from it!! LMAO! Ran 100m and first time was 16scs and then 17secs and kept getting that for a bit and then Chanita gave me some pointers and then we realised that i was running flat footed lmao so i ran on my toes and got 15secs! which wasnt so bad! and then we had a race but we could never finish because we kept laughing at each other LMAO and laughing and running does not mix!!

So hence forward after doing that for half hour Chanita became my personal trainer lmao! :) then we walked to get some KFC!! HAAHA! and then after went on wii fit for an hour and a half!!! was soo much fun!! ehehe specially the muscle work outs! they were interesting and the weird candle one!! lmao! BUT SPAZIUMS!!! hahaha OMG and i forgot to mention when we got back to Chans and went on PC we were watching some crazy things on youtube of this guy who talks about itchy buts and how he isnt black enough HE IS SO FUNNY!! and people check out www.uglypeople.com HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!! funny! ME: "Oh my Chanita!" Chan: "ooooooooo LLOL" hahaha good times!

Yeah then we watched High school musical 3 lmao was okay but was getting tired threw pilow at each other! Then chan started snoring so i moved rooms! lol and freaked out in her room because i thought there was someone in there but it was just a dressing gown! haha dont ask!
Then in morning had some strange breakfast! Cheese on toast with Pavolini or whatever was nice but strange haha! then yeah we all left because of fathers day manily!! WAS SO MUCH FUN!!! HEHEHE CANT WAIT UNTILL NEXT TIME =D though tbh we didnt even do what we were going to do in the first place PRACTICE THE DANCE MOVES!! haha but there is always next time haha!

BYE Bye!! (SUCK OUT!)

Another time at Chanitas :D

My second time at Chanita's!

Well first off was suppose to meet Chan Tara and Bekka at City at a time in which i forgotton so i called Chan up and this is how our phone call went:

Ring Ring Ring Ring
Chan: Hello?
Nessa: Hey
Chan: Hi
Nessa: Its me Nes XD
Chan: I know hehe
Nessa: hehe
After a second or two....
Nessa: Urmm What time are we meeting again?
Chan: HAHA at one!
Nessa: =O oooooooooooooooooooooh! .....
Chan: Hahaha
Nessa:...... Am i late? =S
Chan: Urrmmmm 8mins
Nessa: I Will be there in 10mins hahaha
Chan: Ok bye hahahaa
Nessa: Hahaha bye
End of convo


So yes went city met them! then Bekka had to rush home as she had left some work shizz so didnt see her after! then we went and got lunch and then we went to sportsworld to get Chan running shorts! and on way met Tara's brother who brought us starbuks! Yum! and then Chan got some mega TIGHT shorts!!! see her on Sunday running in them at Cambpell!! hehehe! After just went round shops then got bus home! (Well to Chans)

After we had to leave house cuz her house is up for viewing as she is moving! so we went round Westcroft and Chanita pulled not just one guy THREE guys! hahaa was funny!!!!! lmao! Then played at Park Tara went for a run in which she died at doing even though me and Chanita both warned her about! Then we came back and we recorded a song XD Secondhand Serenade - Your call! with me on guitar and Chanita and Tara Vocals! after we had Pasta Bake (Which Chanita cooked) and ice lollys after whilst watching House Bunny! which is actually quite funny!!
Then played Mario Kart which Tara wasnt so gr8 at! but she tryed! then bowling which i natrually won at! haha!
Then OMG we blew up the air bed which was double and it was MASSIVE!! and so comfy!! that was such a LUSH night! i think instead of having a normal bed i may just invest in buying myself a Double air bed hahaha!!!

Then Attempted to watch Mama Mia! in which Chan fell asleep first! Then i thought id just close my eyes untill the song finished but ended up opening my eyes and viewing the creadits of the film =O opps! and no one would tell me who the dad was so i fell asleep again! haha!!! And Tara came down talking loudly about some guy but Chan dealed with that with some grunts!!

Morning woke up and my comfy bed was invaded!! grrr!! silly ppl! lol Had Jam on Toast Yummy! cuz Tara stole the Coco Pops! grr! lmao!
Played Mario Kart again! got Ready and now here i am! Hehee!!

Untill the next Chan sleepover! ADIOS!!! =D

Staying over at Chanitas!!!

Hello!!! so yes!! came and stayed at Chanita's house, one of my new school best friends, who i did know in secondary school but never hung out! but we were stil spongebob buddies at the pitz hahahaha!!
So yes cam around... and had some messed up bus journey were so weird hippy women in dreads started shouted at someone on the bus threating to kill them with her dog because apprently they were staring at her... and then her bf started shouting that they were in pain... so yes some messed up druggy people! so anyway when we finally got to Chan's house, met her borther sistter and her brothers gf. and had lunch!!
Then her brother said to go for a run so i was like oooh okayy... and i was imagining the field to be a normal size smallish field... but to my shock horror it was MASSIVE!!! ran around it twice and died!! the pain the pain!! if you havent realised by now i dispise of running!! lmao! after played on wii sports!! then mario oylmpics and then FINALLY guitar hero world tour XDD
After had dinner and then we wanted to watch a film but the older people didnt want to watch Lybrith so we went on the keyboard and messed around playing music (YY) and then went down to watch our film in which we both fell asleep watching lmao!!

Then i woke up today with Chanita playing mario lmao and then we both had ceral and then played mario kart all morning! untill now! when we decided to get dressed and im here typing this whilst Chan gets ready!! =D
Chanita's house is sooooo coool!! even though she says my house is more fun and better i disagree!!! =D
Hehe and her mum is an ex ICT teacher at my old school.... so i can now say ive slept round a teachers house!! HAHAHAHAHAA!!!

GAAAY!

Noises ¬¬ August 18th 2008

It occured to me last night that i find it really hard to sleep without waking up in the night unless its completely dark, and theres no noise!!
I find it so hard to sleep when theres noise going on, or theres light shining in my room, i will fall to sleep but then i will wake up again and will find it hard to fall back to sleep, which will make me be craky the next day!
Ive also relised that if someone knows they snore then they should let me fall asleep before they sleep, otherwise i cant sleep because of the noise! for example snoring!

Snoring! Now thats a weird one, as sometimes i can sleep through people snoring or breathing heavy and sometimes it just gives me a headache and annoys me!
Yeah im just ranting about all this but it dosent stop with noises trying to sleep, people eating!! GAH!! it actually annoys me when people eat really imensly loud! Its like shut up! Seriously some people eat so loud, its like that they want people on the otherside of the universe to hear!!
Some people the noises they make really irratate me!! Its silly things like people brushing there teeth! My sister arrrgh! she annoys me when she brushes her teeth! she brushes them SOOOO loud!! and when she spits the water out its like some weird messed up dying cat noise its like arrrrgh! cant you brush your teeth QUIETLY!!

And people when they drink! SLURPING!! arrrgh irrates me!! Like i can handle it for about maybe a few mins but after that its like... do you HAVE to do that??
Ah dear! Yes im ranting about this because i need to! i will prob delete it in a week! but it had to be said!

People and there noises annoying me from;
Sleeping (Snoring)
Eatting
Drinking
Brushing there teeth

And just being near me and breathing loudly!!

Yes End of rant!

Another life threatening experience July 15th 2008

Sunday 13th!

I was working at Musik 4u this weekend! and today i was working backstage. Me and Alice were asked to get a Bucket of Ice for the water to go, so we kept getting told at places to go Mac donalds! (for anyone who lives in MK you will know Mac Donalds is a good 10 min walk from the trainstation) We went anyway waited for ages and walked back with the Bucket of Ice! As we were walking back to the stage, i said to Alice, "Shall we go through the front?" we both looked and were like, "naahh the bucket wont fit." so we went round the back.

Now we get to the life threaten part!

We started walking up the scafolding to get the ice back stage and all of a sunden i was on the floor and people telling me not to move!

What had happend was, there was a gap in the scafolding and my foot (as i am a abnormal size 3) went through it as well as my right leg! I hit my elbow hard on the floor and was like ouch! i tried getting out and i bashed my knee on the plank of wood and dropped back down again, i relised i was stuck!
It was then i started to worry and panick! I herd Gin our Events Co-ordinator say on his walkie talkie, "were gunna need st.Johns here now" i had no idea what was going on, i tried getting out again but it hurt so much i yelled, i was told, "dont move, everything is okay".

A team who were on the site (St.Johns) came and helped, the man looked at me and asked me so many questions i cant even remember them! The man gave me some Gas and air, which just made me unable to think and move even, but they kept on telling me to suck more on it! I had no idea what was going on, i just wanted to get out!

They were saying they needed an ambulance, and i kept telling them i didnt need one! because at that time i didnt want a fuss i just wanted to get out!! They called an ambuluance, and whilst it was on its way they needed to start to get me out! I was so uncomfertable, but everytime i moved i was told not to, so i was laying there my leg down a hole which was killing me, my elbow holding me up which was hurting me, because i bashed it so hard, and there was a metal pole digging into my hip! and oh my other leg wasnt down the hole it was ontop! good job im flexible really!

The sound engineer guy got me out, and it was painfull, but i sucking on the gas took everything all away!... Alice who never left me, told me the ambulunce was here, it was all so quick from there, the ambulunce lady said to me, "Hunny your not going to like me, but im going to have to cut your trousers" I shouted at her not to, but she still went through with it! I then was being proded and poked which didnt help. They kept telling me to take the gas, as they were going to have to get the spline thingy on, and it would involve getting me onto my back. In doing this, it hurt my back because the wood was all splintery bits, hurt my knee, my elbow and then the sun was in my eyes! But Alice and Gin put there faces in the way so it wasnt that bad! They were still asking me so many questions, i couldnt answer them all. Alice called my Dad and told him what was going on, i was then told they wernt going to bother about a bored they were going to pick me up instead, the only thing going through my mind was, there going to drop me!
They picked me up and didnt drop me, and i was on the trolley and in the ambulunce before i knew it! The last thing i saw was Dean and then they closed the door, Alice came with me to the hospital, where i met my Mum and then my Dad came later! The gas was taken off me! which annoyed me! because it was the only thing that was keeping the pain away and everything else away?!!
I then was prodded and poked again and asked if it hurt, well yeah it bloody hurts your poking my bones!! lmao

I went for an X-ray... i was then told later i had bleeding under the knee and badly brused around it!
Eveyone said i was lucky for what i came out with! and im relifed as if i broke it means i would be cased up for my party, which tbh is feeling like its crashing n burning!
so yeah mynear death experience again!
i would like to thank Alice, Gin, St Johns, The Sound Engineer and the hospital... but i would NOT like to thank the scafolding people!!!

My threatening life experience June 1st 2008

Yes today i went on aerial extreme up at willen lake!!
I was fine doing the first level but after i decided to do the black course which is the second level of the course which is higher up! alot higer up!! and i was on some swinging thing!! and started to feel light headed, looked down! and froze!!! i shook so much!!! like a leaf in the tree!!

and then when after some man helped me get threw it i had to swing to a next level and i hit myself on the platform and slipped off and was hanging on the rope for dear life!! trying to swing my self on to it!! even though i had a wire attached to me!! it was a life threating!!!

This was one experience that i shall remember for the rest of my life!