Monday 27 September 2010

23/9/2010

Today's antics started out in a relaxed calm way until late in the evening when they turned from chilled to CRAZY!

Went round to a m8s house to play Xbox and just chilled out to music, which was fun :D
Then at around 6ish decided to go back and make dinner.. some nice Pasta with a creamy sauce! Nom Nom Nom....... well that didn't work as well as it should have done!!... It was all going so well... added milk, butter, water, did everything the packet told me to do, got a fork and tasted some, and it was LUSH... poured it into a big bowl, carried it to my room, sat down, dug the fork in.... and it just bounced off it! IT WENT HARD!!! it stuck to the bowl, and turned into cement! one of THE most disgusting things i have every eaten in my life ¬¬ So in the end i just had a packet of crisps (Y) Student life right there for ya!

So after that eventful cooking disaster, Vicky (my flat mate) suggested to go to the common room tonight to play a bit of pool. So me, Vicky and Jordan (Vicky's boyfriend) went down to play pool, in which we at first assumed that it would be 50p, tyred to put 50p in but was unsuccessful.. so the people on the other pool table told us that the one we were trying was 40p in tens and the one they were using is 40p in twenty's.
SO
we searched through our pockets to try and find 40p worth of 10p's... but we only had about 20p in 10's and  40p in 20's.. in the end Vicky went back up to the flat to find all the 10s and 20s she could find, and we managed to get 40ps worth of tens :D but we didn't even need 40p, because the machine in which you put the money in only accepted 30p. so a save of 10p :D lol We started out playing with me and Vicky on one team and Jordan on thee other! In which we lost.... we played again... we lost.... we moved to the other pool table which accepted 20ps, played... we lost... had another game we lost... and it continued on as so....
Then after many epic failures of trying to beat Jordan i said, "Oooo i really want chips and sweet'n sour sauce" at that point at half 11 we decided to go on a hunt for a Chinese restaurant, but they were all closed the time we got to them... In the end we came across a bunch of CRAZY people, Kat, Matt, and John, who told us about Derby Grill.. so in the end we got invited back to Matt's place and got Chips (Y)

Time for the Crazy part!

We went back to Matt's which we found out Kat also lived in the same flat! (Y)
Went into Matt's room and saw MICE!!! there was loads of them in some Mouse cage/house thing! They were sooo cute!! No clue how he managed to sneak that past, cuz it is MASSIVE! We then decided to go outside round the back by some benches i never knew where there.. we all went down and Matt was missing, i then noticed a rope hanging out of Matt's window dropping down to the floor... then all of a sudden Matt lunched himself out and absailed down! I seriously thought i was going to witness someones death!! But he managed to do it (Y)
There was a window that was open just below Matt's window! and Vicky suggested that it would be funny if Matt climbed in it.. at which point we found out not to say things like that to him, because he went to try it!!! But as he was poking his head in, someone walked into the room... at the same time i noticed the security guard walk up the path to us... SHIT!
The guy who came into the room looked out the window.. he was extremely confused as being on the 1st floor didn't understand how some guy was hanging outside his window.. then the security man came and looked at Matt, and all he said was "You are the first" and was completely cool about the whole situation and said to him "as long as you do it with the rope then its okay" LOL
Later on a guy came round and joined us.. who was the same guy whose window Matt try to get into.. we later found out this guys name was James (Y) So we partied a tad few hours longer then i went back to the flat and SLEPT!!! because i was extremely tired!!

So overall : A fairly chilled out day, and a interesting night :)

Friday 24 September 2010

The random event which occured 21/9/2010

Me and my flat mate Vicky, were having a couple of people over for Pizza.! Nom Nom Nom :)
So we walked to Tesco Metro.. (didnt even know that existed) to get some goodys, such as chocolate, ice-cream, crisps and biscuits etc... which we added up to cost £8, and instead came out as £3 :) (Y)

So we were walking back to go to halls, when we saw in the window and advertisment for leaflet distributor, for this door selling place. We both thought, "Yeah we could do that, get a bit of money" Walked into the shop.... and here comes the random bit... It really didnt look like a shop... there was hardly anything in there, but a few odd doors, and the people that were in there were young lads! It was as if we had walked into the mafia or something as they stared at us with extreme paronoid looks! Or even in fact as if we had walked in on a break in or something or other..
A guy came over and asked if he could help (and he looked pretty shifty tbh) but we just said to him that we had seen the advertisement in the window and that we were interested.. so he went back into this office thing that was full of lads and asked one of them which was sitting down (the ONLY person sitting down in the office) and then few mins later he came out and gave us the application forms for the job, let us sit  down on this random table in the corner and found us pens to write with.
So we sat down and went to write our names.. untill he opened his mouth and said to us, "Is it full time your looking for?" and we were extremely confused and replied "urmmm no... part time" and at this point he looked all shifty again and was like "Oh well... ummm sorry we dont have any part time work, we dont do students..." in that instance the application forms and pens were taken from us and we had to leave....
Was extremely humiliating i must say!

I still feel as though i am going to be watching crimewatch next month and there will be a reconstruction of the whole event!

Wednesday 22 September 2010

Cant believe its only been that long

Hmm.. as it is starting to get to the middle of the week, im starting to miss Milton Keynes and everyone.
I put this brave face on but deep down this is all so emotionally draining.
I feel like i should be settled in by now.. but im really not, and each day is sorta getting harder.
I keep thinking, oh i will be going home soon... but i wont be, and even when i do i wont be there permanently.
Starting to realise i have left my life behind.. and now having to start this new one. :(
It should be exciting.. but its not.. not right now.
Hmm... Hoping this will get better...

Tuesday 21 September 2010

Need to re-think this uni thing...

So. Im at uni.. and when i was at home i always complained about the food my mum would buy, and i could never wait untill i finally got to uni so i could buy my own food, but at the moment its not going so well.. My diet is just consisting of an odd sausage roll when my tummy starts to grumble. I feel as though im going to turn into one soon! Eek!

Today i think i am going to shop for some normal eating food.. thats a bit more healthier!
(Y)

Sunday 19 September 2010

Moving into uni (Y)

So i have moved into Uni.... Now a "Derbeyen" O.o
Move up here was all right, got here pretty quickly. Felt a tad sad leaving my room, my cats, my sister, my family and MK memories and life. Was a fairly nice ride up here. no problems on the way or nothing (Y)
Got here, signed in and did what i needed to do.. and then went to my accommodation. As we parked up the car... broke down! Which tbh i was glad about because it meant my parents got to stay here longer :)
So whilst we waited for the AA to come, we unpacked my things which took a while, but now everything is unpacked and in place! Feels like this is my place... but still i miss home just a little bit. Right now it feels as though i am just on a holiday!... =/

Especially eating and cooking dinner... just sitting there all on my own... no sound.. was a tad depressing i must say.. but i guess thats uni life..
I only have one flatmate i can speak to and know.. the others well they just hide themselves away in there rooms!... =/
But part from that i met people i have been speaking to for a while now! and there amazing :)

I think i am a bit homesick, missing all my friends... like Chanita, Angela, Bethany, Tara, Bekah, Ryan, and Dean and others! but i guess that will pass!
</3...<3? hmmm

Saturday 18 September 2010

My last day in the city (town) of the big M and the big K

As my cat lies snuggled up on my bed, i am starting to think wow, this is it.. my last day here as how i see it, as a child. Because obviously i will be coming back here on holidays and when i want to, but i will be an independent, not anything like how it used to be, where mum and dad are there, looking after me, telling me what to do. 


When your younger you always argue with your parents, shout at them say "i hate you" and then wish in your head you could get away from everything and start again! But when that time actually comes, you think back and wish you could go back to that moment and never wish that! 
I haven't always lived in Milton Keynes, ive moved from house to house due to different circumstances, ive gone from Essex (which will always be home), to some village, Bicester, London and then to MK. Overall i think i have lived in 6 different houses, and gone to 8 different schools in the space of 18 years. That may not seem alot.. im not sure, but the space of those moves was from the age of 0-8 so to me moving to MK and actually staying here longer than a year or two felt stable and comforting. So moving brings back scaring memories. 


When adults used to say to you when you were a kid, "I wish i was your age again" You never understood that... but at this point in my life i understand. Because i would love to be my little sisters age again, though she is yet to discover why. 
Being the youngest in the year as well i am moving away from the safety of my home as 18years and 4 weeks old, unlike most who are 19+ or about to turn 19 in a few months... Its indeed a trippy thought


My last few weeks have been amazing. Hanging out with friends, seeing family, going out on the town, and meeting people who i haven't seen in 2 years, yet that is another resentment of having to move, moving away from  friendships that are just yet being discovered/discovering again. 
I have to keep reminding myself that i wont be alone, there will be others who will be feeling the same! 


I am just going to end this blog by saying;
Thankyou to everyone who i have met in MK for being there, and i will miss you all so much, but i will still be the same ol' nessa :) I shall never change who i am, and will always stay in contact and visit MK, because the people here are my life, and even though i will be adding towards it whilst away at uni, the people who i have known in MK will be the ones who have made me who i am today and i have them to thank :) Love you all loads! x :) 
and as Arnold Schwarzenegger would say, "i'll be back"<3

Friday 10 September 2010

Just a note

Some people... mainly a certain person, has an issue in the way i blog..
Heavens no why, because i don't see how there is a problem.....

People can be increasingly critical and close minded...

People like that need to chill.. not every thing is facts and figures, there is more to life than that, and not all crazy ideas are impossible.. Its quite sad to think that there is people who cant look past the obvious, cant have ambition without having to think if it is possible first.. especially when they go on, and on, and on, and on, and on, without even showing that they are listening to what you are trying to say..

Its sad :(

9/9/10 A day out with Shona :D

Today was the day i met up with the amazing Shona, out of training :) 


I knew it was going to be a good day due to the sun that was shining down :)
Walked up to the city, met Shona and went off to Costa for some lunch, which was yummy :) 
Then after that we went in search for a ATM, on our search we were speaking about the karate kid (as me and Shona both do tae kwon doe) we then spoke about the wax off and wax on and wondered what that has to do with martial arts then as we were doing the movements, i saw a woman waving at us, and when i took a closer look it was my nan :D and bless her she thought we were waving at her, :) <3 She then gave me a wagon wheel as i hadnt been to her house for lunch that week, how i love my nan :)


After finding an ATM and buying a drink, we walked over to the xscape and went to airkixs,  though there was alot of school children soo we decided to come back when they were gone.! :) So we walked over to camball park, where the real fun started :) 


In the distance there were 3 boys sitting in the field... so we decided to go sit near them, just for some eye candy :) but about 5 seconds after sitting down they stood up and started play fighting and wresting in front of us and staring at us. Me and Shona were laughing so much due to the fact that we do martial arts and what they were doing was incredibly funny!! This one guy would not go down and the other two guys just ran at him and then fell on the floor, was a poor effort at the least! The most funny parts was this guy who just shouted "special move" and then did a cartwheel around the guy and then fell over!! and "the finger of death" which was extremely amusing... so after a while we asked if we could join in as they were obviously getting closer and closer to us and staring... in which they said they did not want to hurt us due to us being girls, in which case me and Shona just laughed! So was an eventful half hour of wresting with three boys who were too scared to go for it in case they hurt us! 


Then after a few hours we went back to airkixs in which when we walked in the place was completely empty! it was like those scenes in films where the tumble weed would just roll across the screen... but in the end met up with the person intended on meeting with, spoke with them for a bit and then went of to maccy D's as Shona was in need of some food, which we had to wait ages!! for some damn chicken nuggets!! lol
Then we both walked home and met up an hour later for training which was HELL! due to the fact we had been walking around loads, and the wresting with the boys! though it was a lot of fun :D 
A good day out with Shona though my legs and feet KILLED!!! 


Though after all that i was still dragged out for Sean's 19th and even though I really didn't want to go and i was only go to stay for an hour, i ended up staying for so much more longer, but was so worth it :D Best night out EVER!! (since turning18) :) So much fun! and the walk home in the rain (Y) Who doesn't enjoy that lol!


:)

Saturday 4 September 2010

4/9/2010 The day me and chanita got scammed for Milk

Today me and Chanita went to Bletchley... because we was suppose to be meeting up with a friend, but he didnt feel like meeting up, but we went anyway. 
So we walked around a bit, and then went and brought some sixth form (as Chanita is staying on another year) and uni stuff.. after that we didn't really know what else to do.. so we decided to go and get some food... 


We went to this cafe place, "top diner" we decided to get a glass of milk each for 50p and then a plate of chips each for £1... it was quite yummy... so anyway it was suppose to come to £1.50. As i had a £2 coin and she had two £1 coins we decided that we would just split the £1 coin in the sweet shop and put her £1 with my £2coin... it was indeed a good plan :)............... UNTIL!!! we went to pay and this old man, who looked like he did not work there, said "£4 please." and we were like oh.... They had charged us £1 for each glass of milk, instead of the 50p that was on the menu. ¬¬ 
So we didn't really know what to do.. so instead spent 30p on some manky sweets... which weren't nice at all! though me and Chanita calculated that the sweets would come to 35p he only charged us 30p... maybe because they were so bad... he was thinking "gosh they picked the disgusting ones, lets save them 5p" we then listned to the orchestral band on the pagoda thing, in which some ginger boy kept staring at me... in which i turned to chanita and said "Whats that ginger kids problem?" and she replied "I think i know him" which was amusing.. not sure if she was joking or not and then we went home!!


Lesson of the day: Never trust a place that sells Milk!

The night that landed me in crutches for 3 andhalf months

Im thinking of bloging about past things that are worthy enough in my view to be blogged.. (Y)


Saturday 28th November 2009:


Went to see Towers of London (in which of those who do not know are a English punk band, fairly famous, so google them.... after reading this blog of course ;)) Anyway, was having an amazing evening, until the band i had actually payed to go see came on... not because they were crap or anything, in fact they were incredible. But through one of the songs Donny (the singer) decided to jump of the stage... in which as i was standing at the front, he jumped on me... not just that he jumped onto my ankle!! at first i didn't feel much was more of a woh omg reaction, until i tryed to walk and was like FUCK!!! (just typing about it, is making me cringe in pain) i hopped to the bathroom, pulled my jean leg up and saw a massive gashing disgusting bruised ankle! At this point i would like to thank Franco for giving me a piggyback to my mums car! Though i was annoyed that my mum refused to take me to the hospital, as she did not wish to be in there on a Saturday evening, and thought it wasnt that serious... no mum.... a gashing swollen disgusting ankle, an unable daughter, in extreme pain, unable to walk is not that serious... ¬¬
Anyway after NOT sleeping for the whole night due to the increasing pain..  the next morning my mum finally took me to the hospital! I was quite suprised to know i had not broken it at all.. (ive always been suprised i have never broken a bone considering im always getting hurt, must have strong bones i guess (Y)) In fact it was just increadibly bruised, outisde and the bone was increadibly bruised... i did question the doctors diagnosis as i could not move my ankle, and the pain was one of the worse pain i had been in.
Instead it was patched up, and wrapped up and i was given crutches and lots of painkillers for the pain, as just to note it hurt even when i wasnt moving it, like someone stabbing a knife and trying to cut through my bone!


Being in crutches:


Was a pain at the start, had no idea how to use them, and was mega slow moving around! After a while i got the hang of them, except my hands killed! but after a few weeks they numbed up, and didn't hurt so much... 
I have to say the most awkward part of being in crutches was going to the cinema, having to use the escalators when the lift was out of order, going up the stairs, getting in and out of a car, trying to make food, carrying a drink, going to a party, and being around school! 
Though the best part tbh was that i worked out my upper body was alot better than i thought it was, (Y)

Friday 3 September 2010

Road trip to Nottingham 1st September 2010

I was debating wherever or not to go on this roadtrip, due to Ryan (the driver) only just passing his test, and never really been on the motorway before! But i went anyway :D


So we went up to Nottingham as Ryan had a job intervewi at Rock City (which would be INSANE if he got the job :)) so me Luke and Ryan went off up North... Now im going to say Nottingham maybe classed as Midlands, but to me its up north! 
Me and Luke were petrified that we would die on this roadtrip but we have survived.. obviously..
Though i was slightly concerned when just going to pick up Luke, Ryan ran through a red light... this was the least of my problems!!! 


We got to Notts save, even though we drove around... and around.... and around..... and around.... just to get to some damn multistory carpark ¬¬ 
Then we got Subway and sat by the fountain... which was amazing... untill a load of little kids in swimsuits started running up and down past us... which was very much indeed off putting.! Then we walked Ryan to his intervewi and me and Luke went off to explore the weird town of Nottingham!! which we came to the conclusion must be a healthy town as there was only 2 maccyD's and one BK which we found!
After that we met back up with Ryan and continued our walk around, in which i
nearly got hit by a Tram!! which was indeed scary due to the driver beeping this horn at me.. ¬¬ 



Then at around 6ish we decided to head back to Milton Keynes, in which the whole life flashing before my eyes incident occurred.! We were basically changing the CD to Rage against the Machine, and talking about it.. when Ryan didnt realise the traffic lights had turned Red, and went str8 through them at high speed, the SAME time two cars were driving past in front of the car in which we nearly collided with, which i screamed, Luke Yelled and Ryan Panicked!! Was extremely scaryy indeed!!!


When we finally got back to MK, we decided to take a treak to this abandoned barn, which was a long arse walk but was worth it :) However the barn was all locked up and no longer abandoned... but we had to walk through a field  of corn, which we were pretty freaked out the children of the corn was going to happen or aliens were about to walk out... was pretty trippy...


But yeah that was the end of the roadtrip really... (Y) Was fun :)


So the day was amazing, nice weather and good times!!
<3


Heres some pictures :)


 Ryan :)
 ME!
 The death car!
 Me and Ryan
 Nottingham!
 Ryan and Luke!
 Nom Nom Nom
 Booootiful!
 Ryan and me :)
 Here we go again!
 Luke :)
Eyes on the road please Ryan!