I'm not a perfect, nor good Christian.... sometimes I don't even class myself as one... but I am going to blog about my faith in this post... even though it is most likely going to be trolled upon by people... but I have been inspired by my friend Angela.. who blogs about her faith openly on facebook... and also who cares if some people think your totally nuts... everyone has there own beliefs... and it is a good thing to understand and respect them... well that's what I reckon anyway.
So if your going to give me hate for writing about this, then stop reading :)
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For anyone who actually knows what I am like....... they would most likely laugh at me for saying I am religious.... I know I have sinned alot.... but not in the way where I have gone out and killed someone..... just in the way of gone out and got drunk.... alot... etc.... but in my own view (in which alot of people think is wrong) I do not think that the bible that is written, works for the modern world that we live in today.... in which is why I have decided that instead of to take it word by word, to adapt it into the modern world that we live in today. Most religious people, and most people's thoughts about religious people are that they are strict and that they follow everything in there religion to the T etc.... but I don't think religion should be like that... I think that as long as you have faith that God is there, and to trust in him to give you opportunities, strengths and a life plan, and you show him your thankful for it all, as well as don't sin in the way of killing, hurting people and just doing nasty things, then surely that should be good enough?
In a way I am confused with what I believe in, as there are sooo many different religions and cultures out there, so many different names for the one "thing" that is helping to guide us, but then in a way I am not, I know what I truly believe in, I just don't really categorize myself as such.
I feel as though there is something... wherever that something is called God or not.... I feel as though there is something guiding me through life, and helping me through situations..... and to be honest, having that feeling, is comforting, to know that even if you are feeling so beaten down, there is someone there looking over you, and making sure things will be okay. I believe that God has given us all a path, and things that happen, will happen for a reason, in which we as individuals will analysis for ourselves.
I will admit now, I do pray everyday, because I believe that it is a way to show my trust and loyalty to God, and my own little faith.
Some people may say that there is no God, and that it is unfair if there is one because he causes so much pain in other parts of the world... and fair enough to them who think that, I respect what they believe in.... but at the end of the day, I don't believe that...... yeah there are some tragic events occurring in the world, but that does not mean God is not trying to help.... because with good comes evil, and as so I also believe there is some sort of Devil who tempts us, who is the reason why bad things happen. Unfair I know.
I feel that believing in God for me is helpful, and the thought makes me feel safe, even though there is bad out there, I have hope.
I do though understand why people would choose not to believe in it, due to all new scientific evidence and such.... and ironic as it is... I do also believe in the big bang and all that jazz.... but I believe that God made that all happen? Some of you who are reading this may be like "WHAT THE F**K?" but its what I believe.. and troll on it all you like..
To summarise, even though some people strongly disagree, I know within my heart that there is something out there helping, and guiding us. With a bit of faith and trust, things will be okay. Maybe I believe in all of it because I am scared and insecure? but either way believing in it, helps me alot and has helped me alot in the past.
Sooo I'm going to end my entry to this blog here, in the knowledge that there may be some more in depth entries regarding the subject. :)
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