When you know what you want but just cant reach it

You know when you have a choice between two things, and then one thing pulls out, and you actually realise that that's the one you would have rather gone with.. But then feel so bad that you didn't think of that before it actually happened, and as well as considering the other choice = What im going through right now.

Get put off by the excitement that it held so edged more towards the safer choice, but now thinking... the excitement was the best part.

Then you get a third choice that comes and goes! 

Choices in life are not good, and have come to the conclusion that too many choices leads to confusion and frustration which is not fun.

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Going home this weekend, and even though being here at uni for only 4 weeks i actually cant wait to get back to somewhere i know, somewhere,, where i know the people, know how they act and have that comfort.

Sorry about the depressing blog this time... But hey, you blog what you feel and think.

and i think ive made a BIG mistake.... yet again!